so, i'm actually kind of worried here... i wonder if i'm regressing?

i was job searching today on the internet and then watched a movie ("almost famous") in the staff lounge (in my pjs, with a cup of coffee, out of boredom); it totally felt like freshman year at wash u. lee hall. sat. afternoon. procrastinating on homework. is this what it will be like if i stick around philmont for awhile? am i not growing up? and is this a bad thing?