so... in comparison to last summer, i have ample computer access if i am so inclined, but then again, i still hate job searching, i have nothing really to tell my friends about what is happening, and i'm confused.  like, super confused.  i need to move somewhere, make that next leap, and i just don't know what to do.
 
i failed that exam.  i mean really. a lot.  so thats kind of out.  i mean, i can study again, but do i want to?  i kind of do... i think i'd be pretty good at it... if i ever passed it...
 
randa and jon joke about me moving to idaho. it sounded pretty ludacris to begin with, but its sounding more appealing.  i mean a roommate. no job, but i wasn't goig to have one of those anyway...
 
whatever, i'm confused.  it sucks.