ok, so i haven't written in an age... but of course, i don't neccessarily have any time now... i'm at work... (yep, i have a job) and its my few minutes before i start "working" so...

a few philosophical notes from Lauren Brown--also in the "real world"

The hardest part about being here is being away fromfamily and friends. I miss everyone tremendously buthave come to realize that perhaps my being here is anattempt at learning new things about myself. For thefirst time, I'm really making my own decisions andchoices. It's strange to be in a place where I don'tknow what tomorrow brings, or how long I'll be here,or where I'm headed next. I'm learning to become justa little more decisive and a little less hesitant. Iread in TIME magazine that the decision making part ofyour brain is the last part to develop fully. I'mgetting there.

I've attempted a campaign against growing up...but I'mrealizing it doesn't work so well. Time keeps ontickin and there isn't much I can do about it.

anyway... that definitely says a lot about what i'm seeing these days. its tough to move on, but it has to happen sometimes.

-kp